so for the past five years or so ive had these pains. the started in my right leg, and kinda spread over time. after about four years, they started to increase in frequency and intensity. sometimes it feel more like a cramp. other times a tingle. sometimes its so bad ill stop midstep.
lately theyve reduced frequency and gained intensity. they occur nearly everywhere, including my earlobe. which made no sense to me at all.... sometimes it feels like the bone, other times muscles, and occasionally the skin.
muscles have started to spasm alot more these days too. Now ive known for awhile, 10 years, whihc is since i was 10.(im 20 now) that im warped. ***l call it insane. describing how isnt exactly possible. ive tried to figure it out myself. only reason i bring it up is this: i recently met somebody just like me personality wise. we litereally think of the same responses(word for word) to the same stimulus in the same room. we both share a natural ability to read people, and we find ourselves manipulating people for fun. yes, we a almost like sociopaths. we even saw it in each other the moment we met and neither one of us portrays our psychosis out loud... were both addicts(infact our addictions are the only real diffrence between us) and we even wake up at nearly the same time in the morning.
the reason this person is releveant is that theyre a year younger than me. and theyre dealing with the same pain issue. exactly where i was a year or so ago.
for the past five years, the doctors havnt found anything wrong with me despite going in for several issues, shallow breathing, lazy leg, almost narcoleptic sleep like disorder(went away) all of which dissapeared on their own. i feel these are most likely part of the underlying issue.
my new friend and personality clone give me reason to believe we suffer from the same thing. and i believe its genetic. something thats affects the body and mind. although i came on here, because i need an idea of some sort.