i have just spent half an hour writing my story olnly to press send and be told i took too long and my soul that i beared on here had been ****ing deleted.
so anyway: the shortened, less emotional, now slightly more irritated and angry version:
i was hospitalised 2 months ago with meningitis
blood tests clear (or methods unable to find which type of infection). chest x.ray clear.
released after 6 days with anti biotics for chest infection
i was certain of misdiognosis as cough developed one week after falling ill. cough was likley brought on by compromised immune system and being a smoker.
anti bitoics, as suspected, dont realy help. mild fever goes.
i then continue to have cracking headache and visual problems, twitching for a month
now two months on i still have headache, vision isnt totally back to normal, twitching etc. (i.e symtoms of increased cranial pressure)
only possible cause i can see for increased cranial pressure is infection (as i ahve had no blows to the head)
only other medial problem i have is suspected gynological infection.
i am told the two COULDNT POSSIBLY be related. which i think is total bollocks. theyve tested me for everything else.
i have had numerous blood tests, vaginal swabs all coming out with nothing.
i am fed up with feeling like a moron and a mentalist for thinking that the chronic pain in my abdomin and a whole host of other symtoms is the sorce for my meningeal problems
unsuprisingly i am chronically depressed and frightened for my life. i do not understand why i am not in hospital right now.
i am baffled by the lack of urgency and concern being emmitted from my g.p. i feel like i am being left to rot
my only ray of hope is a gynological appointmet in 3 weeks, where i hope to god they actually decided, that yes, there is a ****ing problem, and we have to find what kind of bloody infection i have.
i have taken anti biotics for bacterial vaginosis,(to no affect) doxycycline for various STDs (pointless as i am a virgin) and anti biotics for respiratory inection which i cant remember the name of.
no one can help me. i jsut thought id rant in the right place.
thanks for reading.
if this gets lost again i am going to kill myself.