I'm not sure where to start but I guess I'll try to go from somewhere. Please excuse if I possibly type messy or have bad grammar, I admit I'm not smart with english grammar.
I'm 21 going on 22 this July and my symptoms started I believe late October - November of 2010 and have not stopped to this present date. I'm a female and was never prone to headaches ever, I'd rarely get them and never feel this fatigue. I'm not very active but not unactive either, I walk my dogs to the park and go out now and then a few times a week. I weigh 108-110 if weight has any part in this help.
I'm diagnosed Bipolar but have been questioned if I am borderline personality disorder, I have a tendency to be a hypochondriac but I swear I am not crazy when I say I feel these symptoms so much on a daily basis and even as I type this. I also suffer from panic attacks ever since 2 years ago I believe? I had a "leaky tricuspid?" or something and take a beta blocker to prevent palpitations, I take ativan when needed, a 25mg dose of sereoqel each night..and I think thats all the meds I take.
Sorry for the long rant of history and background, I'm just desperate to get feedback thats accurate and help. My headaches are not taken away at all by pain killers ( ib profen, tylenlol) because the pain isnt "painful" if that makes sense? Its more of a dull ache and pressue, I cannot stress the pressure part, esp around my eye area, I feel cross eyed a lot but I'm not..and I see fine but I feel funny when I see sometimes, ESP at the computer monitor I believe..
I've been to the emergency room a lot of times..and I've had plenty of DR appointments. Thyroid tested, just took a round of antibiotics for sinus issues ( didn't help ), allergy tested, CT scan of my head, and other things i cant remember at the moment..I feel I'm at my end here and majorly depressed that I can't be healthy feeling.
I've tried to look on the bright side, eat, get sleep, get sunlight..get out of the house..but everyday I have a headache that is so aggravating and lethargy. I feel like my life is fading out of me and the headaches kill kill along with the fatigue.
I've researched a lot of stuff and I just dont know whats wrong with me, I want my life back and my energy, because I had no problems at all till just one day things decided to change? and I don't get it. help please :(
sorry if its long