basically i am 19 years old and when i was a child i used to see the room move closer to me (i would not move), the light would be on so i was able to see correctly. There was this time when i would be standing on top of the stairs with the light on and (there was a carpet there ready to be thrown out) the carpet would just be so long that it would end up in the desert! (i would be awake while this was happening and would not be daydreaming).
I used to cut my self when i was around 14, soo i would feel a bit relieved, i also thinking about ways i would be able to kill myself (i would not want to die) and i would think of ways i could kill my boyfriend (i would not do that either), i know i am stressed out lately as i have been burgled while indoors but that had only happened 2 months ago. i have been having these thoughts about suicide for around 5 years and the seeing thing all my life.
If any one has anything similar or any advice please reply.