Hi, I've been confused of a few things and hope that someone will be able to help me. I'm not sure that what I have is bipolar or something else:
-I do go back and forth from being really excited and happy to depressed very quickly. As of right now I don't think I'm either.
-I can never make up my mind. One day I want to do one thing, another day it's entirely different. I go from one extreme to another with my decisions. At one point I want to be a massage therapist and, like that, I almost ended up spending $14,000 on the spur of the moment. (If my parents hadn't convinced me otherwise, I would've been out a lot of money)
-I love dance and music, but I take it to an entirely different level. Sometimes I feel like I still have a great chance at becoming elite or on top of something, and then other days, instantly, I feel like I have no hope at all with anything.
-I don't get anything accomplished anymore because of my indecisiveness and it's beginning to really bug me.
This also disturbs me because I have, for no reason at all, overdosed on medications a few times. A few years ago I've attempted starving myself, and I still have that go through me every day. (At one point I'll want to eat everything and think there'd be no effect, and then in a matter of minutes I feel entirely different.
Sorry for the long explanation. I just needed to get it out, and anything will help right now.