if you don't feel like reading all of this...read the end..i will summarize it up...the essay part is just to answer any questions you might have to help with your attempt at figuring out whats going on
Hello everybody...my name is shane..and let me give you a few pieces of information..i'm 20...in great shape, have never been diagnosed with anything but add and tendonitis...with a few regular allergies to pollen and such..i work out constantly...and have a good social life. I get a regular ammount of sleep usually...and also drink occasionaly...and i have smoked weed before..as well as tried cocaine once...other than that the only perscription i've ever taken is adderall when i was in grade school....for maybe a few months...and than pain killers for sports injuries..i've had a couple concussions...i also have a fear of paranormal type things...as most people do(too many scary movies i suppose)
Now, the problem is...about 2 years ago...maybe a few months after the first time i tried cocaine....and i also hadn't drank or smoked at all in few weeks.i wasn la pine oregon staying with a buddy and his dad for a few weeks...and la pine oregon is way out in the middle of no where..and this particular house, was surrounded by nothing but trees...about 20 miles north of la pine is a pretty decent sized city called bend..we went up there to go bowling with some girls and get some food...on the way back...me and my buddy saw a light bigger than any star you see in the sky...in the sense of depth perception anyways...so let's say it looked like a giant shooting star..but it seemed to be about the distance of a plane just taking off...or landing...and it preceded to shoot down into the trees...we both started talking about aliens and things like that....and when we got home...we were layin in bed talking about just whatever..and finally we tried to go to sleep...he fell asleep first..and i as i usually do...started thinking about aliens because of the light...his closet was cracked slightly...and i remember i kept looking into the darkness of the closet..because i was too nervous to look away...than all of a sudden...i don't remember closing my eyes or anything...i felt extremely comfortable...it was like a wave of relaxed euphoria hit me....and out of no where..the room lit up flashing all sorts of different colors...i wasn't scared at all..i felt really calm..but i wanted to wake my friend up to see what was going on...but i couldn't move...i still didn't panic..i just kept trying to move..than it went away..and i was still laying there..and woke him up...the fact that he was still sleeping led me to believe everything that had just happened was mental..and in fact not paranormal.....than a year later..i'm laying in bed in my college dorm..i also hadn't used any substances this night or day...and i look over..and the mouse on my computer starts to light up as if being moved...it does this a few times..finally i stare at it...to see if maybe it's a time thing..or if it's random..turns out to be random...and even though i assumed it was just because of a slight pull on the cord because of a wierd configuration...or because of whatever else..i also considered if maybe it was paranormal...finally..i stopped caring..and i started to look at my ceiling...not worried...but just imagining..i started to imagine...what if there was an atic.i wonder if anything would be in it...all of a sudden..after thinking deeper and deeper...i started getting more and more nervous...and it got to the point where i thought something was coming out of the ceiling..even though i couldn't hear or see anything....than...once again...the wave of euphoric relaxtion hit me...than i heard a loud pop and it felt like something slapped me in the head....to be honest...it felt like someone threw a tupperware lid at my head and made pretty good contact..it didn't hurt..but none the less it freaked me out..and once again i couldn't move...now...i'm laying sideways...and the tv is on...and i can hear it.but i can't see it cause im still looking at the ceiling..and it gets to the point where it feels like i am levitating....it felt like i was levitating straight up and down..and my room was sideways..it didn't feel like i was sideways on my bed...and than i hear a voice behind me...which all that was behind me was a wall...i couldn't make out the words..but the words were definately not words of the tv..i could hear the tv too.
than this last year...september of 2006...i was in bed with my gf...who...coincidentally...has experienced things like this her self...accept for a lot more violent and evil...and has actually seen things...and claims to have only experienced these things in her room (not that suprising considering most people sleep more in their room than anywhere else..but interesting all the same)
it happened again....i was looking out her window...and looking at a painting next to her bed...and my imagination took over again...i started thinking about someone looking in from the window...wasn't suspicious...just "what if" and the painting was an abstract painting that i found particulary dark...looking at it made me think of being in the painting..and how alone and helpess i would feel if i was in it...than i heard the fawcett dripping outside..and it relaxed me..once again...i got the euphoric relaxed state that happened before...within seconds....the drops started to get louder..and echo...as if i was in a completely silent room and a microphone had been placed right by where the water dropped...than all of a sudden..i heard another voice...once again...i didn't hear anything specific....just a voice...and it felt like i was being choked...and i couldn't move..this was the worst of them all...finally i snapped out of it..and my gf was asking me if i was okay because it sounded like i was choking on something.
now..i want to know if anyone has any idea as to what could be going on when this happens...i don't think it's paranormal to clear that up...it's obviously something medical..i just don't know what and theres too many words to make a search on google..which is what i normally do because i hate going to the doctor
everytime it's happened...i have been imagining about something that makes me scared..i have been awake..eyes open..but laying down for bed..extremely focussed on whatever it is i'm thinking about....euphoric relaxation..paralasys...distortion of physical position as far as my body...when "awakening" my e..yes are still open...everything is the same as it was before it started...any help would be really appreciated