I feel scared, an it feels like there is someone in my head or to my left for some reason, outside of my body, scaring me all the time. Sometimes i'll look at my girlfriend or myself in the mirror and get scared for a second, I know who the people are, but for a second it feels like I don't and that triggers a wave of fear. I get extremely sad, or angry, or scared. I've dealt with anxiety/depression most of my life....But i've NEVER felt this before, i've never felt like someone else is in my head.
For the past month I've been having muscle twitches non stop....abdominal issues/chest pain....pain/bloating/diarrhea. For the past few days most of the pain has went away and everything seems to be located in my head. It seems like my short term memory is affected, i'll be laughing at a joke someone made, then when I stop my emotions just seem dead and i'll be like completely neutral. I'm really spacey and can't concentrate at all, I have to read most things a few times for them to sink in.
The worst is this brain fog, which is accompanied by a headache i've had for 3 weeks. Also the general sick feeling, like i'm about to get sick, i can feel it in my stomach and all over my body. Really fatigued too.