ok. about 6 months ago i was sick nonstop for about 4 months. i was coughing up nasty stuff, feeling like garbage, you know. my doctor kept putting me on antibiotics which did nothing. i finally got over it but now im feeling weird.
im 17 and a guy.
i have slight chest pains which feel like my heart might be slightly hurting.
my glands have been swollen for years it seems like. now my glands in my groin are swollen and sore.i didnt even know there were glands there until now. i have pretty much consistantly had diarrhea for a year or two.
don't criticize me, but every time i smoke pot now i feel like im going to die. i get crazy head and chest rushes/(pains?). it feels like my brain is swelling or something.
so i stopped smoking weed now. i still feel slightly weird visually and in the brain but i feel like it will subside. im constantly worried about dying to the point where i cant have a conversation with someone because im distracted by my weird symptoms.
ive had a lump on my left forearm in the middle for as long as i can remember, which never hurt, but i think i might feel a slight pain in it every once in a while now. i went to the doctor for it and he said he can ASSURE me its not harmful so i left it in there instead of removing it.
i feel like the head symptoms might be anxiety as a result of marijuana, and ive researched and many people have similar symptoms when smoking, and they can just start out of nowhere.
my friends used to jokingly say i was dying while i was sick for a long time so i did too and now i feel like that may have turned into anxiety about me dying.
i smoke cigarettes.
in the past few months i had a run with oxycontin 80s and other opiates, xanax and other benzos, and robo.
like i said, please dont criticize me.
ive quit all that and i realize now that i only get one body.
my kidneys also slightly hurt, but i think that is a lingering effect of the pills.
my left gland on my neck is larger than the right.
i just have a general change in conciousness too. even completely sober, its hard to focus on things and i have an unexplainable feeling. like my vision isnt my focus like it should be.
ive always been the quiet type of person to think a lot. oftentimes too much.
ive been to multiple doctors and they all have their own harmless explanations .i got piss and blood tests, but nothing came up. no mono or anything. help please im only 17 i shouldnt feel like this.
also my wrist has been broken for almost a year i chose not to get a cast, which is probably unimportant