I have not driven since January because when I get behind the wheel or even as a passenger, I get this weird sensation. It feel like my eyes and my brain have a disconnect and my brain can not keep up with what my eyes are seeing. Nothing is blurry or anything, yet it feels like I'm seeing weird. It also feels like I can sense, to an excess how fast I am moving. Like it feels like we are going way too fast even if we're only going 40 because my peripheral vision is seeing everything zoom past. I also feel like I have to shake my head to stay "awake" or conscious even though I am not tired. (I have never fainted). After many, many tests (ekg, blood sugar, blood pressure, ct scan, vertigo) people seemed to think I had developed a driving anxiety, even though I didn't have nervous or frightful thoughts while I was in a car. It was always just this weird sensation.
I also went to an eye doctor who specializes in vertical heterophoria, and he said my eyes do not work together at all. I got special lenses that have prisms, which I wear all the time.
I am at my wits end. I am getting depressed because I can not drive anyway and constantly depend on other people now. I am not convinced it is anxiety, although it could be. I have tried going to a psychologist (desensitization), and even tried hypnosis! Oh, and then the anti-anxiety drugs and beta blockers. Needless to say, nothing has worked. I am so desperate. If anyone has any ideas, PLEASE let me know! Thanks so much. (If it matters, I am a 28 year old female in good health otherwise)