I was diagnosed as having epilepsy 14 yrs ago, and just accepted it. I always knew hours before I was gonna have a siezure and used to take myself off on my own. I was never aware of what happened or what I did only the injuries I woke up with.
recently I`ve been with friends when I`ve had them and have been told that it is not epilepsy but more anger, after spending time talking things through they have now changed. I am fully aware while I go through these episodes but have no control over my body movements. I can hear what`s being said to me and understand it but cannot control my body shaking which at times can be violent and causes injuries.
I do have a severe back problem and one area of this is that my spinal column is half the width it should be and is thickening on the inside crushing the nerves, wether this has anything to do with things I don`t know, I`m also a person who shows very little emotions and tends to keep feelings bottled up inside, I know when I`m angry or upset it brings on these episodes.
I also can get up wander around and have a conversation inbetween but I rarely remember doing so.
Does anyone have any idea of what this could be or where a good place to look for imformation about them.