Thank you for reading this.
I have some questions about what can be done about my cognitive impairment. I have not been tested formally but my uncle who is a great Psychologist and whom I trust very much is almost positive that I have some kind of cognitive impairment.
I am guessing that it has to do with heavy marijuanna usage in my teens & early twenties. I also used LSD (about 6 different times). I had meningitis (the bad kind-bacterial I think) when I was four.
I know there is something wrong with me and with the history of drug use I feel tremendous guilt that I probably did this to myself. God gave me a perfectly good brain and I went and I played with it and altered my perception so much that it affected my cognitive ability and decision making-ten years later.
I have been diagnosed and treated for bipolar dissorder since I was 20. I had a very bad Manic Episode (but it was a few months after my LSD usage).
I am a mother of tow wonderful children and I am often told that I am a good even great Mom. I am severly forgetful & dissorganized which makes even housekeeping chores a tremedous challenge.
What can someone suggest to help me?
I want to be the best person I can be for my children's sake.
Thank you very much for taking the time to readt this and any feedback is very welcome.