Hi I'm a 25 year old male who has been dealing with various types of anxiety most of my life. From the time I was 7 til about 15 I dealt heavily with panic attacks and separation anxiety. At 18 I started battling depression which lasted months at a time. The past few years though, I'm seeming to have problems when it comes to having relationships. Everything starts out normal. I meet a girl and I really like her, I start getting excited and looking forward to talking with her, hanging with her, etc. However, as soon as we start "dating" I start feeling really depressed or confused and trapped. It's hard to explain. I start having mixed emotions...I know I want to be with this person, but yet I'm feeling overwhelmed and depressed a lot. However, once the relationship ends everything goes back to normal...until the next time and the cycle starts all over again. I'm tired of dealing with it and I'm not even sure if my problem is medical or what. I don't have insurance so I can't go get help. Does anyone have any advice for me on what I can do or how I can fix myself?