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am i a hypocondriact

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  • Posted By: Anonymous
  • January 7, 2008
  • 10:21 AM

ive done something bad really bad...me and my signifigant other had an altercation one day wich drove me to drink not that it was right but at the same timei ended up having sex with my friends wife since then i already hated my self for doing it but months later she had a late period so i was soo scared praying everyday all day not leaveing my room untill few days later she had her period i felt so relived then few days later she got sick and then i was like oh crap seeing that i have no life i watch tv alot and i know its a very big issue but it seems like what ever ive watched had something to do with hiv or std's so im thinking to my self that must be what she has so then i started panicing again so im like scared that i have somet5hing and then i think about my girlfriend that ima pass something on to her im so scared i havent been sick besides the fact i think im worrying my self sick i think it has to do with guilt and no one to talk to i cant tell my girlfriend because for one she would be devistated and for two she knows the persons wife i messed with and i cant tell him cause he's really close to me and he has a family so now im here 2 months later every second of the day im thinking about the issue or that im going to give my girlfriend something so my questions is am i worrying myself sick sometimes i throw up i dont feel sick at all when i do its just from feeling so much guilt and could it be the cause of my hard of swallowing i just feel like a bad person now and i cant stop thinking about it i'd like professional help just to set my mind at ease but im a nothing with no insurance..so what im asking is someone educated to tell me what they think or atleast someone to relate with i dunno i just want to stop thinking about this so i can live life..its hard to sleep...is this anxiety

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  • yes it is i have the exact same thing ive had it for about a year and i wrry about the same thing as you when i get nervous my face gets very hot i have body aches all the time and i wrry about anything ive had insomnia too dont evn wryy just live life thats what i am tryng to do its all in your head trust me once you forget about it youll b able to sleep thats what happens to me i forget and it all goes away hope that helps you
    asdf1220 4 Replies
    • January 24, 2008
    • 07:27 AM
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  • I don't think that you are a Hypocondriac; HYPOCONDRIAC: The conviction that one is or is likely to become ill, often accompanied by physical symptoms, when illness is neither present nor likely. Also called hypochondriasis.I think that you are just guilty for what you did and that you may have passed something on to your wife. You should go get STD testing.It sounds that you have anxiety and deppression, so you need to go get the test. Maybe you should tell her that you were unfaithful cause that seems to be really bothering you.Rachel Med student
    rachel125 112 Replies
    • January 24, 2008
    • 03:02 PM
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