ive done something bad really bad...me and my signifigant other had an altercation one day wich drove me to drink not that it was right but at the same timei ended up having sex with my friends wife since then i already hated my self for doing it but months later she had a late period so i was soo scared praying everyday all day not leaveing my room untill few days later she had her period i felt so relived then few days later she got sick and then i was like oh crap seeing that i have no life i watch tv alot and i know its a very big issue but it seems like what ever ive watched had something to do with hiv or std's so im thinking to my self that must be what she has so then i started panicing again so im like scared that i have somet5hing and then i think about my girlfriend that ima pass something on to her im so scared i havent been sick besides the fact i think im worrying my self sick i think it has to do with guilt and no one to talk to i cant tell my girlfriend because for one she would be devistated and for two she knows the persons wife i messed with and i cant tell him cause he's really close to me and he has a family so now im here 2 months later every second of the day im thinking about the issue or that im going to give my girlfriend something so my questions is am i worrying myself sick sometimes i throw up i dont feel sick at all when i do its just from feeling so much guilt and could it be the cause of my hard of swallowing i just feel like a bad person now and i cant stop thinking about it i'd like professional help just to set my mind at ease but im a nothing with no insurance..so what im asking is someone educated to tell me what they think or atleast someone to relate with i dunno i just want to stop thinking about this so i can live life..its hard to sleep...is this anxietyReply Follow This Thread Stop Following This Thread Flag this Discussion
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