Does a person that has had unprotected sex get paranoid over getting tested for HIV? I know I haven't had any cold, fever, nothing ever happened to me other than learned a valuable lesson. My weight has been stable for past 4 years, no rashes, no signs of a STD ever. My doctor and gyn oh plus my gastro doctor keep reassuring me that I am fine, no vaginal abnormal paps or yeast infections either. It happened so many years ago but just wonder about it. Have had 2 negative test in the past but I don't think I could go thru the waiting for the results again...just thinking about it makes me hyperventilate. Anyone else that paranoid? Counseling? or just listen to all my doctors and try to get over it?
Living in a rural community, there are no secrets period! If someone ever got a positive test it would be spread all over the place. I know it would be the end for me, my marriage, relationship with my family plus my life.